Anything For You

I have this song on my mini-disc player: "Anything For You" by Evanescence. I like the music. I love their sound, as a band. Some of their lyrics are a bit on the off side, though. Take a look at these:

I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Isn't that kinda depressing? She's so desperate for this guy that she's willing to believe lies of love. I remember realizing that and figuring out that I don't want that for me. It wasn't till I heard it again just today that I realized I'd been looking at it from the wrong angle. Not about not wanting that kinda relationship. I don't wanna be in that relationship. But I was thinking of it as "I don't want someone to lie to me about their love for me." However, the song applies to me in just the opposite way. A lot of my recent issues in relationships stems from me lying to girls about my love. My heart lies with Jackie, and I need to keep that straight and not lie to other girls. I'm sorry. *Shrugs*

This got preachy really fast. And mopey. I dunno. I like the song, I guess. Just don't want to lie to girls about my love. So... I think I lost the point. Oh well.